✌: May 2013

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
Zapp- i want to be your man
Corneille- les marchands de reves
Frank Ocean- back
Singuila - mieux loin de moi
Popcaan- only man she want
Snoop Dogg- drop it like it's hot
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Honestly i would want to meet God ...
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17?
I could do that , but i'm too lazy and i'm not happy today so
4) What do you think about most?
I think about life , what the future holds for me and how I have to escape from this town
5) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
Yes multiple
6) Do you have any strange phobias?
Dying in my sleep
7) What's your religion?
I'm still confused about that , I just want to be a happy person and do good in life
8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Hanging out with my friends or walking
9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
Not that simple , I don't know
10) What was the last lie you told?
Couldn't go out today and found some lame excuse why because I didn't feel like being around people today
11) Do you believe in karma?
Yes I do very much , what goes around comes around even if it takes a lifetime
12) What does your URL mean?
It means a lot of complicated stuff but mostly I chose the wolf because it's an animal that I admire
13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
I'm still in the process of figuring tat out , give me a couple of years
14) Who is your celebrity crush?
Zoe Kravitz
15) How do you vent your anger?
I don't deal with anger , I ignore it
16) Do you have a collection of anything?
Nail polishes
17) Are you happy with the person you've become?
I'm satisfied but not completely happy
19) What's your biggest "what if"?
What if I wasn't this shy ?
20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
I believe in fairies , ghosts , aliens , mermaids , witches all of them
21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
With my left arm I touch clothes and my right harm my pillows
22) Smell the air. What do you smell?
I smell perfume and a bit of fresh air from outside
23) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
Somewhere that I didn't belong , with people that I didn't like
24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender?
It has to be Tupac , hands down
25) To you, what is the meaning of life?
The meaning of life , is to be happy and to show it to the world , To help others accomplish that as well. I think that if you had to die today and you looked back at your life and your satisfied with the outcome then you have found the meaning of what life truly is .
26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
No I don't
27) What was the last movie you saw?
Shame , until now I don't quit understand this movie
28) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
Until now nothing major , lucky me
29) Do you have any obsessions right now?
I'm obsessed with the teachings of Buddha , It gives me life
30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
Yes alot , people will be people
31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
Yes I do , and i'm working on that , it's not healthy to hold grudges
32) What is your astrological sign?
Aries
33) What's the last thing you purchased?
Some bus tickets , to take the bus and a pack of cigarettes
34) Love or lust?
I'll take lust , this way you don't get hurt too much
35) In a relationship?
It's a complicated situation , when you want someone and they want you but has life works there always has to be something in the way
36) How many relationships have you had?
Way too many , and way too young
37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
My humour and I'm easy going
38) Where is your best friend?
She's probably home
39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
I was asleep , I had a long day
40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
No not really , I don't even know how I still got friends
41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
If i'm always late too work it's probably because I don't like my job so therefore I'll save the dog
42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
a) I wouldn't tell anyone , I don't want them to treat me differently because I'm dying , I don't need anyone pity
b) I'll travel until the very last day , I'll go to Paris , Italia , Amsterdam , Tokyo, Thailand , India ...
43) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
I want to be your man - Zapp and Roger , this songs gives me hope
44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
Honesty has to be the key , without that there is nothing and Passion is also important
45) How can I win your heart?
By being yourself , showing your real self to me not the one that you have to be just to conform to society . I want you to show me your scars , dreams , fears . Just be real with me and I'll love you forever
46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
Yes it can , I'm a living proof . It's in our darkest hours that we can find inspiration because where in a place that no one has ever been , no one can understand , it's our story to tell by any form of art.
47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Deciding that I am living for myself not others , I can have my own opinions and beliefs and If it doesn't sit well with you than too bad
48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
I've never thought of that , i guess it would be. "You just got to on living"
49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word "heart."
I think about pain and heartbreak
50) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
Simple as that black , if I could spend the rest of my days wearing black I shall be a happier person
51) What is your current desktop picture?
It's a quote from Frank Kafka
52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
When I think about it no one , I may think I would but if it came down to it I would never do it
53) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
A lot of questions
54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
The power to appear anywhere
55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
It would be last summer , things changed alot this year and I miss those times
56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
I wouldn't , anything that have happened to me good or bad , made me who I am today . And I wouldn't change a thing about that
57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
With Tupac
58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
To Paris or Amsterdam
59) Ever been on a plane?
Yes
60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities.
Rihanna
Zoe Kravitz
Lisa Bonnet
Angelina Jolie
Anais Poulin

I don't know how well make it babe, but we will
We'll go all the way out , this thing is gone get somewhere wonderful
You don't get to have this feeling more than once in your lifetime
And when you do , you have to pursuit it
You got to make it work
And i know it won't be easy and I'm not even sure it will be worth it
But we gotta trust our guts and take the chance
And I know you probably scared to get your heart broken again
and babe so am I
We can't control what will happen and how this whole thing works
I'm begging you to just trust me
We gone get into it together and hopefully it last forever
I know that these are just words on papers
And it don't mean a thing in the world and that people lie
They aren't true to their words
But babe you got to trust me
I'll be good to you
I'll be my best
I'll behave like I should
I'll love you more than you will
I'll call you every night
I'll write you poems
I'll learn to cook for you
I'll give you everything I got
And if it's not enough
I'll give you all of me
I'll be good to you babe, you just got to trust me ...
N.S

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