This is it

This is my life now , I feel somehow complete . I've recently moved to my first apartment with two other girls. And let's just say for me that a big accomplishment. This is to say that If you really want something , talk about it as much as you can and make it happen. It wasn't the easiest thing to do, leave all my life , my parents , my comfortable bed , no bills to pay but it's worth it. The long days I passed working coming home late , not sleeping enough, being moody , not having any life at all, losing friends. It was just a process of what was about to come. I don't really think anyone ever believed in me , when I said that I was ready to make this step in my life, and It was hard , having all these people around you pressuring you , asking all these kind of questions. But I believed in myself and for some that might not be enough , but to me that's all it took. I didn't have very much to begin with just a bank account with money , some clothes and a plan to leave this city . This just seemed ridicule to others and the more I thought about it, I've grown concerned , I've created doubt in my head of all the wrong things that could have happened. But I got myself together again, I didn't want to be around these people anymore , I didn't want to see the same faces that I was just trying to avoid . I didn't want to be the me , they created in their mind and what I should be like. I don't think I could have lasted a second anymore . I just wanted to be free , to explore the world, because there's so much more to this world than just what you see from your window. And you got to be able to want too see more and be more than what you think you should be !

please excuse my french but I'm happy and It's my first language

C'et fou dans la vie comment j'ai pu échapper a tellement de chose qui aurait pu m'arriver. Je suis tellement quelqu'un de bénie et de chanceux , des choses magnifiques m'arrive que ce soit des petits ou par des grand actes . Je me retrouve au bon endroit au bon moment dans ma vie . je peux vraiment dire que maintenant je suis heureuse de qui je suis et de qui je serai plus tard. Je n'ai plus vraiment peur de l'avenir, elle me tant la main grand ouverte et n'attend que je fasse le premier pas . Je me suis toujours demander pourquoi tout sa m'arrive , ce n'est pas que je ne le mérite pas mais au contraire , tout fini toujours par ce placer en place dans ma vie a un moment donner ou un autre. J'espère que ceci n'est pas l'une de mes multiples phases éphémères de ma vie . Je ne souhaite que le positif dans ma vie , et je veux attirer que du vrai et de la bonne énergie autour de moi . Tout est un nouveau départ , et pour une fois je sens que j'avance vraiment dans la bonne direction.