Monday, January 21, 2013

Her...

He just kept looking at me, it felt like he was looking into my soul, like he could see all my flaws. He never turned around , his gaze was breath taking . We didn't talk for a long time , and I didn't feel like talking , he understood that and I loved him for that . I couldn't put my thoughts into words , I just felt like telling him, how I felt . How I wouldn't change a thing about this moment or any moments we shared together. I wanted him to know that in his presence is where I rather be than any place on earth, that when I dream , all I really want to do is wake up and see him. That I would spend my entire life , writing about him if I had a chance. I want to tell him , how wonderful he really is for making me constantly happy, when I can't even make myself happy.  I want to tell him , to never give up on us , especially on me. I want to tell him , that if he ever have the urge to leave me, he shouldn't, he should stay cause I'll never leave. I want to tell him that he changed my life , in no way any man could ever do. He should know that I am ready to be saved
But I lacked the courage to tell him, I felt that if he knew he would see how truly vulnerable I really am and I would hate myself for that...

Him

And she just heard him say , you're way too pretty to be doing so bad. You have so much more than you have to give, you have to believe it. Things do get better, people get better, the sun will always be there . Keep your head up high and look how beautiful the sky really is... She didn't want to answer , she was caught up in her own world, she didn't feel like talking, but she had too , she was thinking that he got it all wrong; she heard herself say; the sun won't always be there, one day it will eventually fade , it won't be bright. It will end like everything else, he'll leave as everyone does