late feelings

I'm so frustrated right now , why can't I find a decent guy that genuinely likes me for who I am . I might be hard to understand and I may want too much but I'm only human . Am I suppose to expect less than I deserve and settle for whatever comes my way and work with it . At this point I don't know , if I might actually have a happy ending. I know that i'm only 19 and didn't even live half of my life . But when I look at the future I just feel so hopeless ,  I never seem to get anything right . I just get my hopes up on anybody that fancies me . It's not right , I know but I just want to be loved someway .