a long and lonely road

I'm at this point of my life , where I don't care about the same things that I used too
I'm so fed up with this world, with people in general
I don't see things , as I used too
I don't have the amount of energy to deal with life anymore
I feel so hopeless , I'm at the end of the road
And the most confusing part is how did I get here
Where did it begin
It feels like i have the whole weight of the world on my shoulder
And all I can do is to keep walking
Walking where , I don't know
I'm just walking
I used to walk with people along my side
But now I'm finding myself walking alone
It's just me and my shadow
But it's getting darker , and darker
and my shadow is fading
I'm fading...

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