I don't feel depressed or anything
I just feel so lost in my own head
I feel so lonely surrounded by faces
I feel out of place where i want to be
I want to be surrounded by flowers
But I also want the emptiness , I like it
I feel empty inside
I can hear my bones cracking and my heart breaking for no reason at all
I feel broken like I'm standing together bent with stitches
Days like this , I just feel sad about me and everyone
I don't even feel like getting fixed or saved
I could stay like this forever and sleep
Until my very last breath
I don't feel like being anything else but still
No noises, no one..
Is it even normal to feel like this at my age
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